Even though he is an ass at times most of the time, i still think it was very nice for him to call to say goodbye. Shasta is moving on monday to Reno. Thank god. so he decided to call me not too long ago. i invited him to go out with me for the night...kinda like a friendly "glad you're leaving and i hope to never see you again" kinda goodbye. lmao ( Read more... )

I hate feeling this way. I talked to Mike about it last night. That kinda made me feel better, but then again, it kinda did nothing but make it come out. It happens every so often. I end up not likeing life for a few days even a week at a time. It's horrible. I can't eat, I constantly sleep, I feel like I want to blow up at ever person that looks ( Read more... )

I want to rip my hair out right now...this is so fucking pointless, my life. i feel like all my life that I have been used, played with, and then discarded as though i'm nothing but a toy to these people who "supposedly" care about my feelings and such. FUCK YOU! I'm sick and tired of all this shit! i can feel my eyes crossing as i scream i'm so ( Read more... )

I'm kinda bored right now...and starting to get even more depressed as the day goes on...oh how i miss him...i feel so lonely. i just want to curl up in someones arms and go to sleep. i dont think that's too much to ask...on the other hand, it's me, so it's damn near impossible to make happen. ah well ( Read more... )

YAY! MICHEL IS HOME! lol. well, so it's not necessarily close to where I am, but still. I hated not having him around to talk to...*sigh* Missed him soooooo much ( Read more... )

Guess who got a job today?!? Thats right bitches...THIS GIRL! mwhahahaha! It's so awesome. Well, it's not the greatest job in the world, but it is money. And it's not fully comission either. I am now and employee of Olan Mills. Yeah, that ol photo studio. it's neat. and if by christmas time we get so backed up she's going to make me her 2nd ( Read more... )

"Stupid" :: Sarah McLachlanNight lift up the shades ( Read more... )

stolen from pumkinpi's user info...but with my songs...duh ( Read more... )

play all the mp3's you have stored on your comp in a random order, list the first 30, not skipping any no matter how embarassed you might be.

stolen from l4cy1. "Pretend to be Nice" Josie and the Pussy Cats ( Read more... )