Leslie left today. I'm going to die....

Music is slowly piecing my thoughts together. Since I can't seem to do it on my own.

It seems lately I can't do much of anything on my own. Which really sucks. Being as I can't have anything that I need to help me.

Buuut it's all fine.

This weekend was good. Every weekend needs to be like this.

I love the rain.

I love how yesterday I was laying out by the pool, and today I'm reading by the fire. It's amazing.

Having the house to myself is golden. So now, it's time to enjoy.

<3

ooh man. I'm so overwhelmed. Everything is just too much.

I want so much right now. I want so much from everyone, everything. And I get so angry about it. Because I'm always let down.

These past few days I can't even put my mood into words.

I've just been putting everything on hold for a while. And pretending everything is okay. And the death of ( Read more... )

God I'm so fucking sick.
Of everyone. Everything.

I guess finding out that my friend died doesn't help.. That's two people within 4 days..

I'm back where I started.
Give me a fucking break.
Give me something.

Got back from Folsom yesterday. It was so hot there. 115 to be exact. But it was so much fun. Hopefully I'll be going back soon.

This week should be good. Life is good when I'm busy.

A looot of Aerosmith talk lately. This maakes me happyyy.

P.S. I finally made it. Without your help.

Sooo I'm at Amy's.

Today was so long. I had to wake up early. Drove down to Fremont. for my doctors appointment. She looked like Celine Dione. I kept having to hold back asking her to sing a song from the Titanic. But I stayed strong.aaand  That was that. Then I went to the mall down there. It's nice to go to a different mall than your own.

This ( Read more... )

Yesterday.. Had a really hard night. I drove around pretty much all night. Just me and my music.

I did better today. Just tried to keep my mind off things. Hung out with Leslie. We spent like an hour in Borders. I got a reallyyyyy good book. I'm almost done with it.. We also had a fiesta in her boobs, pants.. everywhere.  We decided that Kaytons a ( Read more... )

So I've been hanging out with Amy alot. It makes me forget that I'm still 16 and living at home. But it's so fun. Being with them I can actually take my mind off things; except for the part when I come home and remember that I'm still in stupid highschool with stupid highschool kids. Highschool is seriously the biggest joke to me. And highschool ( Read more... )

God I love summer. Is it sad that I'm already dredding school ( Read more... )

wow. not one of these again.

i still have mine from like 3 years ago. so i was GOING to keep that one. but then i started actually reading my posts. and wow. not using that one.

so. i probably won't be able to keep this thing up. but OH well.