dread~

[aeropi]

Not that I commonly have experience in this (thank goodness), but I have no clue...what do you do when you like the same person that your friend likes? It's getting a little crazy in my head...I feel I should commit mental suicide every time she talks about him. Because I'm SO NOT GOING THERE...THERE WHERE SHE IS :O

(but I want to? ;__;)

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[ranoshi_ai]

there's not really a what do you do?, but here's what i did: somehow we ended up telling each other that we liked him. we both talked about our interactions with him whenever we met, it turned out that even though it seemed like he was flirting with me, he flirted with her first and it was more serious and outsiders all thought they were going out. he was more consistently an a jerk to me, while he would be extremely attentive to her and stop out of no where. while i constantly latched onto any reason why he would be bad for me, i was cheering her and rooting for them because i thought he was serious and wanted her to be happy. there was a lot of that mental suicide thing going on though because i didn't like how a single person could affect my moods so drastically, the walking on clouds highs and deep in the trenches lows, especially since i didn't feel he was worth it and i wondered how would i take it if he did happen to choose me, then she'd be sad and i would be more sad but it would've been cool if he did but not cool too. why