not much is new. not going to work is a little strange, but i'm likin' it.
rebekah's boyfriend's funeral was today, and i just about cried that i didn't know and couldn't go with her. it's... so awful. i wish i could do something for her, but i just can't.
ps. here's a questionnaire for fun times.
1. Whose your BFF?: probly rebekah
2. Whats the second letter in your name?: e
3. Whats the last letter in the name of who you like: a
4. What color is your backpack: NAVY blue (ha ha, it's a Navy backpack)
5. Are you sick: not really
6. Do you go to school: not at the moment
7. Are you wearing underware/boxers: underware! that's awesome. but yes.
8. Are you on a laptop: nopes
9. Are you watching TV: it's on, but not being watched.
10. Are you happy: when i forget all the things that upset me, yeah.
11. Do you have on makeup: only mascara and concealer.
12. Is it early: early... um... 11 o'clock. it's 11.03.
13. Are you a brunette: yep
14. Do you have a sn: sure.
15. Are you in high school: thank goodness, no.
16. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend: yep... my bijou!
17. What is your favorite name: i have a bunch. some of them are: Bartolomeo, Miyuki, Isolde, Simiya, Eliot...
18. Whats your middle name: mary
19. Have you ever shocked yourself: one time, when i was plugging in an iron, and another time when i mistakenly ran into an electric fence. what fun!
20. Does your school start in august: nope, may
21. Did you go on vacation in the last few weeks: no, but i will be next week
22. Tell me about your last hook-up (you weren't dating): i buckled a belt today
23. Do you have a brother? no :(
24. Are you downstairs: nope, second floor
26. Do you have a friend named alex: a nephew!
27. How about named Yolanda: no, but i do know a yucky girl with that name.
28. Does your name end with an E: nope but i have 3 of them in it!
29. Are your ears pierced: yeah
30. Do you own a digital camera: yep
31. Do you live in florida: heck no!
32. Do you believe in Santa: nope
33. Ever had sushi: it is tasty, but i hate wasabi
34. Are you listening to rap: not at the moment
35. What color is your chair: black
36. Where'd you get your pants: american eagle
37. Do you type with your nose: i have, but i'm not right now
38. Have you dyed your hair red: yeah, but it turned more maroon
39. Are you tired: you don't even know.
40. Do YoU wRiTe LiKe ThIs: no it makes me go into a murderous rage.
41. Are you an idiot: only when i'm nervous
42. Do you like being in relationships: yes, most of the time
44. Are you a good friend: i try, but i fail, too
45. Is Alcohol Bad for the Soul: yes.
46. Are you bored: no... excited about sleeping.
47. What time is it: 23.11
49. Vanilla or chocolate: pudding
50. How many kids would u like: don't say "u." probably one, maximum two.
51. Own a necklace: a couple
52. What is your computer's brand: emachines
53. Do you have a friend named Brooke: nope
54. Ever been through or to Detroit: i want to so bad, it's horrible.
55. Seen all of the American Pies: at one time or another. i slept through one.
56. Been to the movie theatre the past month: of course
57. Like someone: love! someone.
58. Ever been on an airplane: a buncha times!
59. Been to a concert in the past month: nope
60. What color is your hairbrush: i don't use a hairbrush. but i have a black one.
100 QUESTIONS!!
1.ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT? on my lip, i had a piercing.
2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM? two posters, a window, and two doors.
3. WHAT DOES YOUR CELL PHONE LOOK LIKE? it's silver and has a blue backlight.
4. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LIKE TO LISTEN TO? stuff that isn't crap. AKA what i like. which is a lot of random stuff.
5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN? some lame time like 8am.
6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW? to snuggle up with my bi.
7. WHAT DO YOU MISS? oh, lots. having a vacuum. having a car. hanging with friends. having friends.
8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION/s? sadly enough, probably my computer and my bass. and my bij. though he's not really a possession, he is mine and mine alone. *posessive action*
10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC? not really.
11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK? nope
12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY? ummm. no one really makes me cry. i just cry when i'm mad at myself.
13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE COLOGNE / PERFUME? oh i dunno. i like victoria's secret perfumes.
14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX? i like hair and eyes.
15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF BEING PROPOSED TO AT? somewhere ... i don't know. romantic and awesome. pretty much anywhere would probably be fine. :p
16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINKS? WATER.
17. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING? cheese, olives, canadian bacon, and pineapple (not necessarily all together!)
18. IF YOU CAN EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE? um... spaghetti sounds real good.
19. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON YOU MADE MAD? my mom.
20. DO YOU SPEAK ANOTHER LANGUAGE? japanese. soon, many other languages.
21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST GIFT SOMEONE EVER GAVE YOU? the first one? i don't know, probably my minnie mouse jumper thing that i wore in my first baby picture at the hospital.
22. DO YOU LIKE ANYBODY? no, i hate everyone. YES, I LIKE SOME PEOPLE. freaks.
23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED? um, no. that's not right.
24. FAVORITE CLOTHING BRAND? doesn't-wear-out-and-fits-good. man, their stuff is so hard to find.
25. WHAT'S YOUR DREAM CAR? why did you have to ask me this... O_O probably an aston martin DB9. NO NO I TAKE THAT BACK... a 2006 Audi A8 L with the W-12 cyl. engine.
26. DO YOU HAVE A BONER RIGHT NOW? i hope so. it's so hard to do that without a penis you know. but that Audi A8... that's about enough.
27. HOW BIG IS YOUR BONER? it displaces 4.4 supercharged liters, baby.
README: CAR ENGINE.
28. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING? probably, just because that's my luck. i fall in love with John every friggin' day, and I'M leaving in three months!!!
29. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU? have a lot of sex and make babies, duh! JOKE. i mean. probably listen to them when they talk. and then politely change the subject to how much they mean to you.
30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED: 64
31. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES? what about them?
32. WHAT IS THE ONE NUMBER YOU CALL OFTEN? 2. that's john on speed dial. it's kinda funny, i call him so much that even when i'm trying to call someone else i call him sometimes instead and then i'm shocked when he answers the phone. but it's just because i'm so used to flippin open the phone, hitting "2" then "(insert green phone here)".
33. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST? don't get me started. probably obnoxious people.
34. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF THE US? about 10 times.
35. YOUR WEAKNESSES? hmm. compliments. and sleep.
37. FIRST JOB? stocking shelves at wheeler dealer.
38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL? not me personally. i've listened to someone else do one, though.
39. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED OUT THIS? watching SVU.
40. IF YOU COULD GET PLASTIC SURGERY WHAT WOULD IT BE? i'd get that makes-you-fit surgery adn that increase-muscle-density surgery, so i could pass my PFQT.
41. WHY DID YOU FILL OUT THIS SURVEY? because i could.
42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST? from random people, or from john? from random people i probably get comments on my hair that turn into vague compliments. from john, i hear that i'm good, wonderful, beautiful, sweet, kind, loving, did i say wonderful? (yeah, he's a sweetie, that one)
43. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL BECAME ILLEGAL? probably laugh at all my alcoholic ex-co-workers and family members. then i'd throw a parade, then i'd slap every person in the state government/police for now making drugs illegal along with it.
44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY? a full night's sleep and a good chunk of study time, 'cause i'll be at school.
45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT? didn't i already answer this? probably one, maximum two.
46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? the "offically" most popular name of 1986.
47. DO YOU WISH ON STARS? i should.
48. WHICH FINGER[S] IS YOUR FAVORITE? MY MIDDLE ONE. i mean... probably my thumbs.
49. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY? last thursday.
50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? yeah.
51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT? i don't like lunch meat.
52. ANY BAD HABITS? smoking and worrying.
53. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD ON THE SHELF? celine dion.
54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU? i dunno. depends on what kind of person i was.
55. HAVE YOU EVER TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE NOT TO TELL? no. and you better believe it too, because YOUR LIFE will depend on that, later! the freedom of our country will depend on it! THAT'S WHY WE CALL IT A TOP SECRET SECURITY CLEARANCE!! *does a freaking dance in homage to how awesome i am!*
56. DO LOOKS MATTER? i think so? not that much. compliments are nice, but rare, and generally people don't degrade your looks in front of you, so i guess they don't.
57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER? crying, generally. that and being a total and complete bitch.
58. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME? it was work. now it's the gym. =p
59. DO YOU TRUST OTHERS EASILY? ohhhh no. i don't trust anyone completely.
60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD? the little models of construction vehicles/equipment that my daddy gave me, that i played in corn meal with.
61. HOW MANY NUMBERS ARE IN YOUR CELL PHONE? probably about 25. i've only called like 6 of them.
63. DO YOU USE SARCASM? i am sarcasm.
64. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A MOSH PIT? many times.
65. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL? ability to joke around, being comfortable with their body, sweetness, being pretty helps, and they gotta be good in the sack. HAH.
66. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES? bij, bijou, bi, bijah, wij-pij, bijou-wijou, honey, baby, iisha, many others...
68. DO YOU UN-TIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF? only my running shoes and my boots.
70. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR? chocolate chip mint <3 and ben & jerry's cherry garcia.
72. WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE COLORS? blue blue blue blue! (three out of the four times i typed that, it first came out as "lube." bwweee!)
73. WHO/WHAT DO YOU MISS MOST RIGHT NOW? my love. and ... my love. and my friends.
74. HOW MANY WISDOM TEETH DO YOU HAVE? all four, and ripe for pluckin'.
75. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS? eh, it's up to them?
76. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW? jay leno
77. LAST THING YOU ATE? fish & chips
78. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? my bijou
79. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX? their face, and whether or not they're in a uniform.
80. FAVORITE THOUGHT PROVOKING SONG: oh, i have a lot of those... currently i'll say "cells" by the servant.
81. FAVORITE THING TO HATE: this one girl that i went to school with that i hate more than anything ever, and no one knows about it, except john. she's #1 on my hate list. >:D
82. FAVORITE DRINK? probably water, and juice. apple martinis are the best alcoholic drink (don't worry, i've only had two in my entire life!)
83. FAVORITE ZODIAC SIGN: ME, taurus. i mean... i dunno. aquarius is cool, 'cause that's my daddy, and scorpio is cool 'cause that's my bijou.
84. WHATS YOUR FAVORITE SPORT? soccer! and Being In The Navy.
85. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR? dark dark brown.
86. EYE COLOR? brownbrown
87. DO YOU WEAR GLASSES? i have them, and i wore them today for the first time in about 2 months.
88. SIBLINGS? one sister!
89. FAVORITE MONTH? november, actually, and NO, that's not just because it's winter right now!!!
(i love lamp. i love lamp!)
90. YOU LIKE SUSHI? for the second time, YES.
91. LAST THING YOU WATCHED? the tonight show. it's on now.
92. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR? every day. it's always a good day, being alive, safe, loved, and free!
93. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT? i was, for a long time. i'm not now, and i wish i hadn't been then.
94. SUMMER OR WINTER? winter
95. KISSES OR HUGS? both, with bij!
96. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS? relationships that stand the test of many hard nights.
97. WHO IS THE MOST LIKELY TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS? nobody
98. WHO IS THE LEAST LIKELY TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS? my bij, he doens't read this
99. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING? memoirs of a geisha, i'm reading it to my shou, even though i just re-finished it. actually i'm not reading anything currently because the light in my room is burnt out and i'm too lazy to go get a new bulb.
100. IS ANYONE IN LOVE WITH YOU? my bijou is. or at least he better be. >D