Two hours

[aeshna_cerulea]

Two hours of sleep is not enough for me to function on. I can function on five, but two is not nearly enough. And so in order to survive my day I have been giving the kids fun things to do. We cleaned out the kiddie pool, refilled it with fresh water, and then we had a water fight in which my weapon was the hose. :) You may not think that is fair,

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[internaldelight]

*hug*

I feel like that pain that you feel, while it sucks sometimes, is one way you keep him with you. Sometimes I am thankful for the pain....after all, what kind of mother would you be if you didn't hurt when you lost a child? It means you miss him because you love him. And, well, that seems to make it easier. A little.

[bunnyshan]

Grief is like an ocean and will come in waves. Sometimes it surround you when you least expect it. The loss of a loved one never completely heals and changes you forever. It is okay to feel pain and grief and jealousy, just don't let it overpower you. If you feel the waves starting to get to strong, pick up the phone and call me. I will swim out and we can wade through the grief together.

Hugs.