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[aesop_fables]

when my dad left there was a hole inside of me so big...it may never heal. but he took that hole and filled it as much possible with love and compassion. now that thats gone...what else do i have? i love him too much. it scares him. i know it. it even scares me. maybe i just care. maybe i don't want this to die. but i know tomorrow i could be gone

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[alongcomesmary]

it's always the "what if"s that kill people. they're endless and we, as people, are not endless. i want YOU to be happy, and that's the only thing i ask. if loving him makes you happy, so be it. i cant say anything against that, certainly. happiness is what we all deserve, you especially. just, sometimes, fill that hole with something else, something solid. fill that hole with your family. fill that hole with your friends. fill that hole with something that wont run out or evaporate. i'll always be here for you. i'll never run out or dry up. and you helped me tonight as well, obviously. i still dont know if i'm ready for school. we'll see, wont we? thank you, for all of tonight and all of the days to come.

we'll get through everything. and one day, no one will ever be strong enough to blow us over.

[farcepunk]

dude haggard is the friggin best movie...

[kelly_huckaby]

ali,
i'm composed of like 15 people.
you can always jam me in that hole of yours.
i'll try and gain more weight so i can fit better.

i don't know. i wish i could offer real help.
words can't fix everything.

feel better. xo.