because of last nights occurances. im scared to death. i want things to go back to the way they are...

i wish that i could just hold his hand.

tomorrow will be beautiful in more ways than just one not because im getting to sleep in, not because i dont work at asian grill or because i get to work out. go to Goddard but because i get to spend the evening in the company of MaB. ♥

Pick flowers from other peoples yards and give them to her. tell her she looks BEAUTIFUL. introduce her to your ( Read more... )

i got myself a job today ( Read more... )

matt just came home from bball with michael and rubbed his sweaty ass all over me and now i smell like dirty sweaty water and boy stench...

well if thats not love i dunno what is...

love my ass ;) xoxox

good weekend, report more later. <3

i really freaking hate the way that this feels... :/

edit: its amazing what a bubble bath, your favorite candle, and a phone call can do for a girl's mood.

thanks baby. :*)

Tell her why shes perfect for you. Pick her up and pretend like your going to throw her in the pool; she'll scream and fight you, but secretly she'll love it. Protect her. Hold her hand when you talk to her. Look at her like shes the only girl you ever want to be with. When she least expects it, pull her in close and kiss her hard. Tell her she ( Read more... )

i havent felt this good and beautiful in a long time.
thank you.

today is my amazing mothers birthday
she is 45.
her sister sandy shares the same birthday
one year apart.

i called her 3 times today to say happy birthday and i love you.
i got another interview with center grove central middle school for a temp position.

i ate mcdonalds. i hate that place but i wanted some fat.
and i had to feed the closet fat

Connections can happen in the most unexpected places if you let them, so keep your eyes and ears (and mind) open. Someone different from your usual could come along, and they could enrich your life in ways that you didn't even think were possible. Now, don't go and try and predict who it'll be or what they'll be like. Let the universe do all the ( Read more... )

sing me something soft sad and delicate or loud and out of key...sing me anything...

tonight was amazing and im going to bed with a big smile on my face that i really haven't genuinely felt in a long time...

thanks ♥