Anyone who didnt go should be hellllaaaa sorry they didnt. I had such a great fucking time. I love that music!!! And it was fucking loud, and you could feel the beat, and it was just... fucking AMAZING. Shit. I dont even know how to describe how good that shit makes me feel. Plus, I was sober. AND IT STILL FELT GOOD. I love when I can feel it in my ( Read more... )

About to go out for a drink with Lala ( Read more... )

Ok I KNOW all I do is bitch lately, but srsly, I cant help it ( Read more... )

Because I have a shopping/spending addiction and turn to buying things instead of drugs to cure my pain, I bought some new shoes...and I totally fucking love them. The picture doesnt do them justice. I saw them in the September catalouge and I was like...I have to have these. And they fit well and dont slide. Im sure wearing them hours on end wont ( Read more... )

Stephie posted this. I wish we knew he felt so bad. But then what would we have done? What could we have done? And how awful that his best friend in the entire world isnt allowed at the funeral. I am so sad for her.

Im mad at my mom for not calling to ask how Im doing. Really mad. I called her last night after I found out about Pasha and cried and told her what had happened. It was late so she had been sleeping and wasnt really coherent. But I mean, I was totally totally upset and you'd think shed at least remember that. Thank God for Sara ( Read more... )

I dont understand. I thought you were doing so well. Aishiteru Pasha ♥ I will miss you forever.

Im totally going to blow his anonymity, but the drummer from Mazzy Star goes to my NA meeting. And hes nuts, apparently ( Read more... )

Ultima isnt till 930 est on wednesday - which means i can go! yipeeee.

Uh yeah I feel like shit. I had to go back to the hospital today for my lower bowell follow through. I had to drink barium sulfate...2 whole things of it. I gagged it down and after a few xrays, threw it all up repeatedly. Ive eaten a bit since then but the taste remains. I have a massage later today that will hopefully help my shoulder. I cant ( Read more... )