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Nov 07, 2004 14:42

chris and i borke up. i dont know what to do...............i have never felt sadness like this before. ever. i am utterly and completely miserable. i have never spent an entire day crying before until now. just when i think im through.......more comes. everything that i see reminds me of him. he is everywhere. my house, my car, my computer....my lj ( Read more... )

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piglit1603 November 7 2004, 17:02:32 UTC
Courtney - love, I know it hurts. Trust me. I do. Paul and I were together, inseperable, for about 8 months. And that killed me. Here I am almost a year later still suffering. I do know what you're feeling. I know you think I don't and that there was no way I could have loved Paul as much as you love Chris. But I do. And there is. No one deserves a broken heart. And it is unfair. I don't understand either. But I'm really sorry hon. And right now...lorsh Courtney. I cry too. It's ok to Cry. I still cry. Over Paul occassionally. Yet more so over Andy. I love you. Come to OP and get drunk with me. No wait, I'll come to Gville and get drunk with yall. You always said you wanted to get drunk with me. Well, lets go girl.

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dirrtysouth November 7 2004, 19:37:18 UTC
my poor court...im so sorry. i know theres nothing that anyone can say to make the pain go away.(that wasnt meant to rhyme)..but i love u girl. Just remember everything happens for a reason...so maybe you guys will get back together..maybe you'll move on and find someone even better(i know it doesnt seem like there is anyone better right now) but things will get better, i promise..call me whenever you need to talk. i'm always here, just remember that. And you need to come visit me soon and ill help you cheer up. crying is ok..i know how much you love him and i know that there are deeper reasons for why you love him so much...that always makes one more attached, i know it has for me. Just lean on your friends and you'll get thru this..i <3 my lil courtney!!!!!

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