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[aethernevermore]

i discovered my worst fear had happened, as i had suspected it would, while i was away. barry had another set of internet chatroom affairs, in which he did not deny it... it makes me sick to my stomach that it may have been while he was talking or texting me... what makes me even more absurdly sick is that i keep letting him do this to me... i

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[anonymous]

forgive this line of reasoning on my end, and for butting my nose in, but it sounds to me like he loves the thought of 'having' you in his life and less of 'being' with you (of lackings thereof.)

I hardly know you or him, but it seems to me like one of those 'trophy wife' situations.

all the same, best of fortunes in the future.

[aethernevermore]

thanks for the comment, i do appreciate it. we are trying to work things out. things have been getting better in the new year.