The Outsider

[aethyrflux]

Although I have always identified myself as an Outsider... for a few weeks, I have been feeling stranger than ever; although I have managed to really enjoy myself socially when I am out with other people recently ::: whether i am painting sigils on Paije's walls while we watch mutated video ::: or enjoying Hentai & Pizza with Scott & Heather ::: or

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[anonymous]

Great, sounds like things are going good for you. I so wanted to hook up with you guys this weekend. My drunken birthday adventures had me flying all around Austin. Miss you man...we need to hang out soemtime...

[tristan1331]

Computer froze up on me...that was me there...

[aethyrflux]

hey, thanks for making an effort to contact me... i will find you soon.

[tristan1331]

cool...very cool...miss you guys...

-t.

[xeyeofhorusx]

I went to Half-Price books the other day... and DIDN'T run into you. That was weird.

[aethyrflux]

i have been conserving my resources for the trip out to the playa... but yes, a portion of my soul is forever entombed within the halls of HPB!

[heatherthegreat]

[aethyrflux]

[heatherthegreat]

sheenaqotj posted a quote from a friend's journal, which I will now shamelessly paraphrase: I love you for who you've grown to be, for who I've grown to be, and for who we are together.

You're so awesome, Shanta.

[aethyrflux]

yeah, it's good to break it down sometimes, too.
myself, i have mostly just been focussing on unconditional love...
or rather, figuring out within what boundaries i can enjoy such an experience, anyway ;~}

[squeak]

bring a pound of curra's oaxachan coffee and some tamales and you'll make sure, instant friends (or at least make points with your volunteer coordinatrix). ;)

you drivin out or flying or?

[aethyrflux]

oooooh, friends & points, yum!!!
i wasn't worried about feeling at home once i got there; but i do tend to work myself into near-panic/exhaustion in order to motivate myself to embark on new journeys...
and i haven't decided exactly how i'm gettin' there, yet.