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[aetigae]

Lonliness is an interesting thing. I think that it's something that I've suffered from all ym life without ever really understanding what it is. The need to reach out and to be reached out to, to see and be seen, to touch and hold and to be held is so powerful its almost breath-taking. That being said, I wonder about my life and the choices that I'

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As I feared?

[anonymous]

It seems that I have pushed the envelope too far. Is it as I feared? Will there be more reflection, or has the intrusion closed a much needed venue of expression? I should learn to be more of a reader than a writer. I hope you learn to do in person what you have done in this journal.

Good luck Good Man.

[fauken_arkania]

Hey man, I'm still around once in a great while. I can relate to how you feel. I've gone through many changes myself, but somehow I still breathe and go on. I have so many doors open, but I don't want to go through any of them. Maybe I've always been insane, but that was our charm. School came and went so I'm left with a job and an uncertain future. I have a firm knowledge of what skills I possess and what is still out there to learn, but sometimes there is no point if you have no direction. I can't say if that is the same for you, though. I've always been much more of a watcher and one who waits. Walking to work or sitting in a restaurant are great ways to meet people when you work in an enclosed place and never have to face customers. I prefer to watch instead of interract, though. People are interesting

[fauken_arkania]

Insanity is a truly wonderful thing, and something that I feel is subconciously envied by most. The ability to look at the world in a different way than anyone else has always been a highly valued comodity. I think sometimes that the only difference between genius and insanity is work-ethic. Those who are insane see the world in a unique way. Those who are genius see the world in a unique way and work to bring people into it. But then again, we've always thought that, you and I

[fauken_arkania]

It would be great to hear from you again. I'm usually home in the evenings seeing a how I work during the day and get home about 5:30. Jobs take a lot of time. Kittens are always cool. My poor dog is on her last legs, but the cat is crazy as ever. I think just about everyone has at least a mild case of ADD. Some of us are just too hard-headed to let it get to us. For us there has always been a fine line between insane and super-sane. Life always presents us with a little of both and it's up to us which way we will eventually sway. Although I would never think of any idea of mine as genius a new perspective is sometimes the key to well hidden answers. No one will say that Alice was mentally stable to follow the rabbit through the hole.
I look forward to hearing from you anytime.

Take care and beware of the microscopic truffels. evil...