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[aetigae]

Why do I always end up back here with all my regrets? Nothing so dramatic as last time. No need to console, whoever might be out there. I just miss my friends. I miss them a lot, and I feel further away from them than ever before. I've done things that have affected this distance, I know. I'm not good at being available to them. I'm about 90% sure

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[shandriz]

Don't worry, hon. We all fall into that. Really, I'm probably just as bad if not worse.

It's good to know you're alive and well, though!

[aetigae]

Alive, yes! Well... well...
Yeah, I'm well. Not as well as I have been in the past, but I'm alive. Besides, without periods of strife/struggle, how would we learn to apprieciate those times when we rise above? I'm planning one of those as soon as my quarter ends.
Shan, thank you for remembering me.

[sexybiznatch825]

I miss you too!!! You and Teresa need to come visit us all up here in the great bham!!! We need to catch up on much needed catching up of things!

[aetigae]

Yes! We do! We really really do! When is your Spring Break? And where will you be during that period?

[sexybiznatch825]

I will be breaking in Bham... i have tech for Little Women :(

[silveradept]

Come back, man. There's a lot of people here who will pick up where you left off. We'll do our best to help you, too, if we can.

[aetigae]

You guys at PO were always so accepting. That's what I love about it, what I miss about it. It's been a long time, though, and I can't help but think that its been too long. Thank you, though. I hope you won't forget me.

[silveradept]

It's not been too long. There have been people asking after you and wanting to know how you were doing just a month or two ago. While there's a lot of fresh new faces there, there's plenty of the older guard, too. I'm pretty sure more people there can benefit from your wisdom.

[fauken_arkania]

Quite a bit has happened since we last caught up back in December, and even then there's more on the table that I can barely keep track of. Life keeps coming up to slam me down, but I'm probably too stubborn for my own good and I only really read livejournal since my Teresa posts here frequently from Japan. I'm still around and you're still the friend I've managed to keep the longest. We've had a ton of memories no one can replace from a misguided Bike of Justice to a wedding. That kind of history can't be rewritten by limited communication and it's never too late to connect

[aetigae]

You really are too good to me, man. I am sorry I haven't been keeping in touch. It just seems like the obligations never end! From school to work and back again! I'm also throwing in the odd audition every once in a while.
This quarter was just plain frustrating. My options for classes are getting extremely limited and thus my schedule was crazy weird and trying to work as well committed me to the "Very Little Sleep" contract, along with the "See your wife very little" clause. (Claus?)
Anyway, thankfully the quarter is ALMOST over, and then I have a more sane schedule next quarter. I'm hoping to make some healthier life changes at that point, though I have to admit that I feel a whole lot better having one of my classes out of the way already.
Expect the best and you get the best... maybe I need to start expecting the best from myself instead of always expecting myself to fail....
Bike of Justice!

[kinnahym]

Hmmm for some reason only half the post can be seen. I tried reloading but still same.