I really hate everything right now.... Even the children are selfish little concieted brats who care about nothing but themselves. And I just can not handle it. Its all stupid things really. But I just dont know why i go one like this sometimes. I just hate the world right now. And want to just ( Read more... )

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I want a drink so badly right now that I can taste it . I want to get so drunk and off my ass,

BUT I CANT

I am selfish. My week is this. I sleep. I wake. I eat. I look at the computer hoping to see someone online. I take care of the children. I make lunch. I nap. I wake. I look at the computer. I try to clean if i feel like it. I make dinner. (Or let har) I watch tv. I read. I sleep. There are few things that break up the monotomy of my life. Very ( Read more... )

Today i am very proud of someone. She has grown so much within the last month. And finally yesturday she went the final step. It may not have turned out like she wanted. But I am glad that she finally has closure. She finally can let her heart be opened. And she finally can find another to love. I am especially proud that she hasnt broken down ( Read more... )

AEVAL

A

is for

Abstract

E

is for

Expressive

V

is for

Virginal

A

is for

Arty

L

is for

Luscious


What Does Your Name Mean?

VALERIE

V

is for

Visionary

A

is for

Astounding

L

is for

Legendary

E

is for

Emotional

R

is for

Relaxing

I

is for

Industrious

E

is for

Enchanting


What Does Your Name Mean?

Your Dominant Intelligence is Linguistic Intelligence


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So there is a battle on again in game. I dont know how i get myself into these things. I really just wanted to tell everyone what was going on. And I get bashed. Then pissed, and bash others, and then everything is always my fault. ARGH!!!! Sometimes it pisses me off. Sometimes i have fun doing it. Today i am sick...so Im in between. I am having ( Read more... )

Now i am hot instead of cold. No one is online to talk to so i am very lonely. Once people do get online i will be too sick to talk. I want pizza and oatmeal pies. Bobs pizza would be the best...oh Bobs.....cry. I just want to crawl into a hole and die. I dont even have tissues i am blowing my nose on a towel. CRY...