When memories are all that remain, we cling to those with all our strength.

[af_gurl]

Is it possible to be happy, yet want more, or are willing to lose that happiness for something far more better?

But what if that far more better doesn't happen, it only exists in your mind? Are you to just wait and hope..?

Then you could be left with nothing, right?

I had a pretty good day, on 3 hours of sleep, I'm not the slightest big of tired. I

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[lilmizchscheer]

i hate to say it babe, but you want something else more, then you're not truly happy

[af_gurl]

It's not that I'm not happy, because I am... I was just being really selfish. I guess I thought I could be happier. <3

[lazylizzy35]

Isn't it disappointing how life can give you everything that would normally make you estatic, but you have it, and you aren't sure if its for you. But you have to remember that when you have something, you don't realize how much it was worth until its gone. And when its gone, its the only thing that you feel like you need. Life is just a big mind game, and it sucks, sometimes.

Sorry things are so confusing for you right now. But just know that you have a countless amount of friends that are always right there if you need an ear, a shoulder, or someone to catch you. I love you Deniz, I am here. ♥

[af_gurl]

Liz, to be totally honest, life is wonderful. Letting go of the past isn't ever easy. There are so many questions in life. And, sometimes, too few answers. But maybe that's okay, maybe the questions are more important than the answers. And perhaps, in the end, only one real answer will have the true meaning. There comes a time to look back and reflect. And sometimes even change. We take for granted what we have. I guess I was just being selfish in posting this entry. Why go from miserable to happy.. to wanting more? To be happier? Who's to say you'll be happier? You never know, you might go back to being where you started, miserable and lonely. It's utterly selfish.

But, I want to thank you so much. I really never noticed how many friends I have that are there for me. It's wonderful. As are you! Have a good one. ♥

[sexyjenny16]

Hey D wish I was there for every tear that fell and every burp that was beltched... (sp?) Can't say that i have given it my all and for that i am sorry, but Liz is right you not only have me who will do ne thing in the world for you, but you also have others like liz...whenever you are down I just think that I am there and let it all out...I hope you know that i love you with all my heart and you know that if you ever need ne thing i will climb to the highst mountain and swim to the very bottom of the sea....just for YOU>>>! <3 ya! Jen

Friends can have a big impact on our lives. And it never hurts to say thank you…

[af_gurl]

To think about miss Jennifer.. brings a huge smile on my face. Reminds me of all the wonderful memories. It's as if we couldn't have been there more for eachother. It's like we were the gum stuck to eachother's flip flops. We somehow got there, and through out everything that happened... no matter how much of a pain in the ass we were to eachother, we're still stuck with eachother. I know you'll always be there. To go on the occasional shopping spree and spend our money on things we could totally live without. The oh so very popular phone calls just to bullshit or cry to you because boys are mean or life's not the same, or perhaps because I tend to have these insane days where everything seems to be so wrong. But best of all, because we've been through so much shit and you're my best friend. By meaning "so much shit" I'm talking about family problems, the heartbreaks, boys, "first loves", childish pitty, long talks, late night phone calls, shopping, vacations, drunkin' nights, parties.. I could go on forever. I hope you realizr how

Re: Friends can have a big impact on our lives. And it never hurts to say thank you…

[sexyjenny16]

Awwww... Deniz that is so sweet and true and I don't know where I would be if I never met you....your are my back bone and with out you and can not hold my head high. When I walk around school with a chzy grin on my face it's because I am thinking about a phone call that we had or some time we spent at the mall...or something stupid like crying on the phone to eachother over stupid boys....I just wanted to say thank you for makeing my lif eworth liveing and you are truly my best friend. There are times when I feel our friendship was growing weak, but the time we spend apoart only makes the time we spend together that much more exciteing....and I love hanging out with you even if we are just chillin' at your casa, or out haveing the time of our lives on someones kitchen table..lol...all I have are the good memories and they weigh out the bad....through sickness and in health, til' death do us part....I DO...lol...I vow to be your best friend for life....LOVE YOU SO MUCH! Jen