for my writing style really hasn't changed that much ( Read more... )

and fears of the irrational hightlight the last day before the New Year. My my my...it has been a crazy year and I hope and pray to never go through some of the things I've gone through this year.

Enough talk of that.

I will start my confessions1. You changed my life just by walking in. I knew from the moment I saw you that you would never leave ( Read more... )

about tonight ( Read more... )

as in, your wrong ( Read more... )

"We live in uncertain times. Earthquakes, hurricanes, the ever-present threat of zombies-do you have a disaster plan ready in case one of these things happens to you ( Read more... )

livejournal for now I blog at another site..

I guess I just felt that I really cannot write what is on my mind here.

I'll still try to post up some goodies and I might copy paste some other entries over here.

In the winter spirit<3.

adri♥

I didn't want to post and somehow make this all real but I think I have to.

I lied. A really really bad lie. Which I know I can fix but I don't know how I'll be able to do it.

And I'm scared...I shouldn't have lied.

Damn. I am a wuss. I always write out something for you and I always erase it ( Read more... )

This weekend and last have been amazing ( Read more... )

but I just don't care.

I've never been more lost and hurt. Period.
And I'm not used to this feeling at all..

I keep waking up to dreams that have people hate me for no reason.
Or I lost the special value and I'm reaching for them but no one reaches back.

And for once in my life, I have little hope.

hell is boiling over
damn

adri♥