sorry

[afaultyfuckup]

i didn't go to school today. i didn't feel like seeing anyone. sorry. i needed some time to think but instead i've squandered my time away by being numb. i've slept and watched movies, which all got boring quickly, so i slept somemore. i'm sorry Amanda. i dunno whether to hope you missed me or to hope you didn't. i just . . . i'm sorry for

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[forgotten_gypsy]

Hhmm.. welll I read your "piss". I wanna say I kno how you feel, but I guess no one does completely. The way you describe how you feel seems really familar to me, because there was a time I didnt' give a shit about my life and at the same time I hoped that no body else did either, and i really saw death as a blessing. But I dunno, I guess that was just a phase for me. I hope you feel better. Sometimes numb can be good.