hurting

[afaultyfuckup]

ive just been sitting here, listening to The Cure songs i listened to in the happier times. these memories hurt so much, these pictures hurt so much, living with no purpose hurts so much. this all really hurts and it isnt going to go away. theres nothing now. i barely got a chance. why does this always happen to me? regardless of whos fault

Comments

[rain__falls]

reilly, i was thinking about you yesterday. i hope you're holiday break is going very well, becuase you deserve some good quality time off. :) call me or something if you need somebody to talk to.
-deejay

[afaultyfuckup]

thanks very much, deejay. i hope youre having a great time also. thanks for commenting also, i believe youre the only person who still reads this. but i doubt that im going to write in it anymore so it will likely be worthless to come back.

[rain__falls]

hey, get on aim and talk to me. :)