why the heck would i ever do what i did?
i feel like the stupidest person on earth.

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sometimes very few things keep me going. i doubt there is a point anymore.

There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason
in madness.
-Friedrich Nietzsche

So it's march. march is a very month, then again every month is a very busy month ( Read more... )

this has been the worst week of my life ( Read more... )

i can't believe i put my foot in my mouth like that
i should have never said that outloud, to anyone

i don't think of myself as an unreasonable person
i can't believe what she's doing
this isn't our fault, and i wish i could quit.
:(
why am i so bad at everything?

I can't help but think about all the time I've spent sitting around. Eating. Watching TV. Doing nothing.

I could have been productive, I could have been practicing, I could have been good.

But no, that's not my path. I'm too lazy. I feel like I'm going no where in life. Stuck in a rut. I wish I had more will power.

I didn't make All States.

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Officially: TCNJ Class of 2010
music education major

I'm very glad because I was starting to get worried that I didn't apply anywhere else yet. Now I just have to graduate high school. I can't wait. :)