I am so thirsty for the marvelous that only the marvelous has power
over me. Anything I can not transform into something marvelous, I
let go. Reality doesn't impress me. I only believe in intoxication,
in ecstacy, and when ordinary life shackles me, I escape one way or
another. No more walls.

twice.

you only live twice
or so it seems
one life for yourself
and one for your dreams

"Absurdity is what I like most in life, and there's
humor in struggling in ignorance. If you saw a
man repeatedly running into a wall until he was
a bloody pulp, after a while it would make you
laugh because it becomes absurd."

When there's nothing left to burn
you have to set yourself on fire

-stars

and the darkest hour is just before dawn.

and the day came
when the risk to remain tight in a bud
was more painful than the risk it took to blossom

My car is limping, Dolores Haze,
And the last long lap is the hardest,
And I shall be dumped where the weed decays,
And the rest is rust and stardust.

i really need to learn to be more honest.

i'm pretty sure i understand your intentions and i'm pretty sure that's not what i'm looking for.
but still i find myself hoping to see you...just for your smile.
or for the feeling of being desired?