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What am I doing? I need to get out of here! I cant stand this anymore. Why am I so afraid? -
Just a quote...
I wish they would only take me as I am.
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i'm obsessing...i just want this to pass. its so unbearable. the worse thing is i did this to myself -
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I wish I could be with you. Even if it is a mess I'd rather be a mess with you...but thats not fair to you. It's like you already don't want me.
I'll be okay, but I'll miss you everyday. -
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He doesn't want me back and I can't deal with...Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! -
Take this piece of shit heart out of me.
You're so beautiful. Jeez why do I look at your pictures...I'm only making myself more depressed. This shitty vodka isnt helping...I just wanna scream. I don't wanna feel...make it go away. I want to go back to the beginning, when you said i was pretty and that you loved me and made me feel amazing and did great things for me... -
my recent despair
I want to talk to you. I want to workout it out. But theres nothing to work out. We're finished and I wish it were different. I've lost my best friend. I lost a good friend ( Read more... ) -
And it ended. As all things come to an end. This was no different.
My life is a wreck. I put all my hopes and aspirations into one person. I thought they were THE ONE ( Read more... ) -
New
I got some new pics I'm gonna post...Just gonna be a few days till I get the chord to transfer the photos to my computer...
I'm kind of excited for school to start. I want to get betters than C's. I know once school starts I'll be wishing for a vacation. -
fml
I need to stop eating such terrible things. It's the new year and I really need to lose these last 20 lbs. I hate my self-loathing. geezzzz