I wish someone would ask me out. I'm tired of waiting. then again, I don't feel like my parents bothering me.. i wanna get away ( Read more... )

DUDE.. U gotta try it.. TRUST ME.

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So in the beginning of this year... I had a best friend. Now I have none. I do have friends, but their not the ones I really want. I learned so much, through trial and error I guess you can say. I've done so many regretful things, but now I don't regret anything at all. I learned not to, and not to even trust myself. I am, after all, my own enemy. ( Read more... )

EternalSM69 (8:53:18 PM): nopers ( Read more... )

NO. That's it. I'm telling Ivan I get be with him. I don't feel for him, and he's not for me. I could never be happy with him. So now what?...

Alone?... no... I'm to stupid. I'll keep trying, get my heart broken or break someone else... I'm so full of it.

Should I stop. Yes. Let it flow...

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ( Read more... )

I'm bored

annoyed

frustrated

anxious

pissed

hungry

stress

lonely

worried

drained

and dissappointed!!!

I'm here sitting down typing in this computer... my thoughts and feelings that's going on in my head.

I feel like going somewhere, and nowhere. I'm annoyed that I want something to do, but I don't feel like doing anything at all. I just don't know what to do with myself. I haven't done anything to do hair. I've been sick and depressed-like. I sort ( Read more... )

Ivan keeps telling me that he's thinking about me, and misses me. I'm nervous. I asked him what's wrong... and he told me that he's been thinking about alot of things, and that he knows what he's going to do. I bet he's going to ask me out soon. Probably on Christmas. Shit. I don't know if I really want to be with him. And I'm NOT  going to say yes ( Read more... )