The Seventh Night of Tantra, Chapter 16
A/N: 4th night of tantra with major shift in Reid´s experience...
Chapter 16
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Reid was contracting his penis muscles for tenth time or so, he wasn’t counting anymore. He perceived his member between Luke´s warm fingers, he was very focused and this time dead serious and immersed.
He felt different. He felt like he was participating in their relationship fully. For the first time in his life he was experiencing freedom from any angst or fear from opening himself to Luke without the voice deep down in his belly telling him to be careful, without the smirking berating inner tone he knew was ever present. Yes, there were similar moments of surrender but they were short moments, touches of that feeling of freedom that slipped later back to depths of his personality and just a taste of it remained and then was forgotten.
Now it was strong and prevailing sensation, filled with inner certainty, stability and power, such feeling that was too strong for Reid´s emotions to be possible to be forgotten easily. He was dwelling in the experience void of any feeling of flee or pull to rush things.
He looked at Luke with peaceful trust, comfortable in his naked body, comfortable in his contemplative position with his thighs over Luke´s, under the observing watch of his partner, without a grain of hesitation.
They changed hands and Luke made his penis contractions. Reid felt that Luke´s muscle had gotten impossibly strong and he admired it. He admired his partner, and not only his outer shell but how human and strong and loving of a man Luke was.
Reid wouldn’t change it for anything in the world. Sometimes he still couldn’t believe how such happiness had befallen him, that the most hated person who had ripped him out from his life in Dallas had become the one man in the world that was a must existing for and for whom he was willing to cross the highest peaks and walk through the deepest valleys of his inner realms.
They decided to continue in their fourth tantric adventure even without Christine. They felt it was not the last time they would meet with her before they had left for Goa, but now they wanted to go on themselves.
The chosen Hyatt Goa Resort was even more magical then the modest Nirvana Hermitage, certainly because it was far more luxurious place than the former one. Paths were laid in marble, lagoons in greenery sparkled from garden lighting all around and palm groves scattered in vast lands of the coast gave each original apartment hidden in the tropical forest enough privacy.
The breathtaking open view of the Arabian Sea from the oval king sized bed was perfect for the two lovebirds, with a couple of stairs in front of their bed descending to the white sand surrounded by green bushes and orchids. Their bathroom had a Greek style sink in the bath in blue white oriental mosaic and the spread of rose petals and candles was beyond their imagination, even Luke, who was used to some luxury, was speechless.
Even though they didn’t have guide tonight, they knew intuitively what was to follow but Reid had decided to spice it up for them with his own modifications yet still in tantric tradition. So after Luke made his penis contractions, Reid covered his and Luke´s middle fingers in lubricant and gently pressed the fingers deep in each others´ holes, remaining there, unmoving.
Reid began to contract slowly and Luke followed him, both at the same time giving the other eye confirmation as the rectal muscles strongly pressed around their fingers. In short intervals they continued the contractions, getting into slow relaxed rhythm and tiny pelvic motions that gave rise to their zest in making love, feeling the part of each other inside.
Luke was moving so sexy and he was pouring love at him with these devoted open blissful wide trusting eyes that Reid began to forget the world around him. After couple of more contractions their penises were towering high and firm and Reid stopped, slowly putting his hands on Luke´s knees, calming both of them down.
This time he didn’t feel any resistance inside, any unwillingness to stop and any crazy driving feelings and desperate craving for physical satisfaction, as if he had finally accepted the principle of tantra and stopped fighting it inside. As if the inner would finally surpass the outer.
Reid directed Luke to lay down, put his hands in his lap and nodded at Luke in order to continue.
Luke closed his eyes, focused in his mind on his yantra and began to perceive Reid´s gentle touches of the ritual of perception.
Reid could feel his softness, and he was touching Luke´s lips, nipples, belly and beautiful penis with more care and inner peace than ever before. Now he understood the meaning of here and now because now he lived it, he could breathe now, he could touch now and he was so happy in this bright presence.
Reid sat nearer to Luke´s legs so that he had better view and reach of his lower part of the body and he slowly ran his hands over Luke´s and slid down to his penis grabbing it gently. With two fingers he pressed it and then continued down to his perineum and pressed again. He relaxed his hands for a moment and before one finger slipped in Luke´s relaxed hole, the other grabbed his shaft and began to stroke evenly, slowly and rhythmically, just as he saw Luke masturbate himself.
But there was something more, he felt as if he was hearing Luke´s thoughts of where to stroke, as if he was led by intuitive force in which tension and direction. He saw Luke staring at him as if he couldn’t believe how precise the strokes were, and in his eyes wondered if he is somehow present in his mind. Reid smiled and his eyes were clear sky.
Reid felt love pouring out of him, through his hands to Luke. He was sliding his hands over him and in him with his best gentleness and care he was able to give. And the greatest thing was for Reid, that he consciously enjoyed it and kept immersing deeper and deeper, blessed in the act of giving.
Just as he was about to stop, seeing Luke´s open mouth on the brink of orgasm, Luke grabbed his hand and stopped his motion, trying to get the energy under control. Knowing what his lover felt, still feeling the press around his finger and Luke´s heat and thick pulsing tool in the other hand and feeling his own tingling body, Reid as well had to focus a bit to control himself. But it was not painful as in the first sessions. Now he was observing it and he knew he was able to choose what he did with the energy.
At this point, he also felt an enormous growth of strength. Even the fulfillment and feeling of warm melting happiness was spreading through his body, and all that without physical completion. Is this the tantra? It´s like being some spiritual virgin, just opened my eyes. Not only that. Reid felt he had reached a new level of experiencing sexual pleasure and he was grateful to his partner for what he brought into their relationship. Reid was decided he would let Luke know properly and make sure he would always be happy with him.
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“You know, there is something I wanted to talk to you about, but only today did I feel comfortable talking about it Luke.”
Reid was sitting in front of Luke, still enjoying the love jag and safe openness, their arms intertwined in each other in the big creamy sofa with huge cushions, watching the night sky above the Arabian Sea. The night was warm and only the light breeze played with the bamboo curtains and palm leaves making the windchimes in the enormous window frame ring sweet songs.
“Sure what is it?”
“Back in Oakdale… and don’t laugh at me Luke, just before my departure to Pune…I don’t know how to say this…”
Luke was silent because he had a feeling he knew what Reid was about to mention, and he was tingling at the fact he might finally get his answer. Did the magic work?
“Something happened to me…while I was in the hospital….actually in a board meeting….”
Shit..bad timing.
“…and later in my office…”
“Reid I…”
“I would never believe something like this if it didn’t happen to me but trust me I never felt more scientifically cheated but …. I spontaneously orgasmed like hell without a single touch of myself, I thought I was going crazy and I felt as if somebody…well you actually… made all the invisible touching and stroking and fingering and fucking…”
Luke was silent again.
“Luke?” Reid turned around and looked closely at his partner´s face, scanning it.
Luke´s eyes were shining again. “So it worked...”
“Did you…?”
“Yeah”
“How the fuck …?”
Luke grinned and kissed him. “Christine taught me and I didn’t know what to think of it so I´m happy to hear that you felt something and you liked it”
“Liked it? Felt something? It was so fucking realistic and amazing. Can you imagine what that means?
“That I can surprise you anytime, anywhere?”
“Woohoo, yeah… but first you´ll have to teach me.”
“Is it too much pleasure to keep it for yourself, Reid?”
“Something like that. You know, with that book you gave us so much Luke. I want you to know that I get it now and I’ve never felt more content in my life and for that I owe everything to you.”
“I am happy Reid, life is too short for not to have beautiful things in it and not be happy every minute.” Reid snuggled back in Luke´s arms and breathed out.
“Now we need to find what is in this Palm leave library and I have a suspicion it will lead to something really big.” Reid closed his eyes and breathed in love that was his partner.