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guess what? i'm paranoid...isn't that fun?!
yeah...
so basically i have been going to this part time hospitalization thing and i have been doing that monday thru friday 2-5 everyweek for the past few weeks. i just feel like i have been growing apart from everyone. I don't see anyone anymore and i don't talk to anyone anymore. especially this one person who i could talk to no matter what or who could always talk to me is just gone. it's like they're always mad at me or avoiding me or something. ::sigh:: i told you not to read this if you don't want to-so if you're mad about my venting isf type thing then it's not my fault....i gave warning. so anyway-i dont know whats going on and i really want to cry or cut or just i dunno what. but i cant do anything so i dont know what to do. and that was repetition in great sorts. anywho! this is me and i am typing and even avoiding talking about shit when no one is actually going to read this. so i think i'll just stop...although it is fun typing to myself. im so off topic i amaze myself. ....fin! kbye