I never called you emo. But you think you're the only one with problems, Nohely. I truely hope everything turns out okay for you. Cause, unlike you, I didn't get kicked out, although I wish I would have. Because every night, as your father tucks you into bed, his hands running aross everything your own boyfriend never even got to touch yet, you tend to wish you'd die. & then the next morning, because you wouldn't get dressed in front of him, he starts beating you to the ground, you start to wish you had the balls to run away. But you're too afraid of what he'll do if he finds you. & besides, you have no friends anyway. You're not the only one who's experienced pain. But I still live life optimistically. I always had a fuckin smile plastered to my bruised fuckin face, blaming the fucking things on my clumsiness. *sigh* Whatever. Life doesn't wait for you to live. You've got to start just doing it yourself. I'm sorry though. For everything.
my step-dad before pat used to beat me, and the one before him used to shove food down my throat. still, you know where we're coming from. he may ""be"" there, but that doesn't mean he cares truly about you=/
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You're not the only one who's experienced pain. But I still live life optimistically. I always had a fuckin smile plastered to my bruised fuckin face, blaming the fucking things on my clumsiness. *sigh*
Whatever.
Life doesn't wait for you to live. You've got to start just doing it yourself.
I'm sorry though. For everything.
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