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[afoolforlove]

I've been too scared to post. Too scared that if I write then I'm just going to cause my own downfall. Unexpectedly the floor will fall out from underneath me and I'll end up in that cave. The floor always falls. You leave excitement for something greater ...for more because that is all you want. More. When you take that jump, when you take the

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[didisayh]

yay you wrote about good things! And I hope everything with the boy works out because I can tell you love him so much and he makes you so happy. You should stop worrying about it so much though and feeling like it will all come crashing down. Enjoy it. enjoy him, enjoy life, enjoy love. Don't spend this great thing worrying about the end. Love like it will never end :) You are an amazing person so theres no reason that that boy should hurt you in any way. I love you Livi. I don't talk to ted about you or anything so I can't tell you much else but you do deserve him and you deserve to be happy and you deserve not to worry about the end crashing down. I know its kind of unrelated but I know how that feels, the crashing down thing. Everytime Ben does good I wait for the point where he fails again. everything I do, I do it with no good expectations so I'm never disappointed. I like someone and expect him to hate me so I won't get hurt if he does. I expect to fail at everything I do so I work harder and I'm never disapointed. But I'm

[lilitaliachic]

I am so happy you are happy. This entry made me smile. Very poetic, deep and beautiful. just like you.