why does this shit all happen to me at once, JUST WHY? :( !!!!!!!!!!!

[afoolsparadise5]

Today fucking sucked asshole. Im sick of my life. i hate being fucking depressed. I love my boyfriend, so much, and hes been making me feel so great lately, but i have to get so much shit on my fucking chest.... About so much. and i wanna juss spill my heart to him, and juss tell him all my emotions because he understands.

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[xanotherxbrickx]

im so sorry. look, all of us in our lil pod of friends knows what it is like to hurt, if it is emotionally and/or physically, even self injury. but it really is something that needs to be worked with, not depressed over. i mean, i am so proud of you for not cutting in a REALLY long time. and what you should be focusing is making yourself feel better, not what is making you feel horrible!!! i am really sorry all this has to happen. if i could, i would grant peace to all of you! but i cannot, and things just do not work that way. if you wanna talk, i can give you my number later, ok? i dont want the whole entire LJ world to call me.

je t'aime -"I love you"

-Ky

[xhunnibabinessx]

that really sucks that I cant sleepover:( hopefully we can chill tomorrow before the game! good luck with everything your goin thru u always have me jonnie! mommie is alwaysss here for you! luv u!