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i need to get bettter no one understands!!!!! gosh if only they knew what was goin on...im broken inside and i dont know why...i will get better i am determined to get better!!!!

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i have so many things to write about...feelings of saddness of things..i feel this is my only place to get them out so i dont go insane ( Read more... )

as i sit here i wonder ( Read more... )

well last night was the dade city christmas parade...it was ok...i had more fun last year..but i had fun..i became a pesent for some reason but who knows where that bow came from but rebeca stuck it on my santa hat..lol ( Read more... )

ill wrtie everything tomorrow..my eyes wont stay open but as soon as i hit my room i guareentee i wont be able to sleep...
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afro

i dont know what wrong with me lately...but i know im a bad friend and am not ne fun...i dont get it ...year ago at the parade (that this year this fri) i was happy and i had great friends and i still have great friends im just not great. and when i smile the thing that makes me smile also makes me angry at the same time..i know its prally just a ( Read more... )

i could write so much but i dont feel well..ill try and remember to type it for tomorrow....
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maria
--you made me smile just by saying hello!

last night i cut my hiar i didnt cut that much but it looks like a lot cause of my curly afro hair..lol ( Read more... )

on light note before i vent about the things i want to.... i had fun last night at the movies...we saw finding neverland..i love it...i fin myself connecting most with peter...*sigh*...i have a few things to apologize for ( Read more... )

well thanksgiving was good..i helped my mom cook and when we cook in my house its a lot for holidays! stuff shells...turkey (ofcourse)...stuffing...eggplant parmesean...broccoli...and some other stuff..of course there wasnt enough room to eat it all so we have a lot of left overs ( Read more... )