i could possibly have found an amazing job.

keep your fingers crossed.

i'm leaving for boston on the 10. thank jesus.

xoxo

let me sum up my sat ( Read more... )

work in like an hour..and i'm still in my pj's.

Don't you wish you never never met her
I beg you my darling
Don't leave me
I'm hurting
I've been lonely

Above everything
Above every day

I'm hurting

you think i dont understand
but i think i might
what it is to harness the emptiness and just ride it around
and maybe your chest is an empty shell with ribs of spiraling coral
where a perfect pearl of sadness resides
but if you ever need an ear
i could just come and press it there
and listen to the sound of the ocean inside

i love the fact..you re-use things you've said to me..to tell her.

bittersweet??

xoxo

that knife you stuck in my back is still there ( Read more... )

just got home from torrid..work wasnt so bad..despite the fact i had to take everything off the walls to make sure they all had tags..ugh...my poor little arms hurt ( Read more... )

just got home from work, and ready to lay down for the hour i get of peace ( Read more... )

the flu is setting in. i know it.

my lungs hurt, and its not from smoking. i gave that up.... so yeah.

i'm so achey i cant sleep, and my mind is full of one too many thoughts.

i miss having nathan in my bed.

::sssiiiggghh::

i think tomorrow i'm going to go to cinci to see the city while its flooded. oh so exciting..oh lawd.

xoxo

my world was complete when nathan was here.

i miss him.

in other news. david. you have my cell number..please call me soon.

and the lovely miss heather. i'll be returning your call within this week. i miss you hot ass..

so yeah.

xoxo