Yucky house

[after40]

I've been working on my second son's bedroom. It's been unused for quite some time, and basically used for storage. I'm trying to sort through all the things in there so that I can eventually fix it up as Jamie's room. It's a disaster. There are several ceiling panels missing from the drop ceiling. I will probably have to replace them all. (

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[ex_watchful_37]

Doesn't it feel absolutely awesome to get these memories down into words?!?

[after40]

Yes it does. Something I don't share very often in my journal is that I suffer from clinical depression. I'd had it most of my teenage/adult life, but didn't treat it until about five years ago. I can always tell when I'm slipping on taking my medicine. (I hate even having to admit that it's something I need) Everyone pisses me off... even those that are dearest to me. I'm easily aggravated, and lose my cool at the drop of a hat. During my 'peace' times, I've learned to recognize those 'down' times though. Reading back to where I've been helps me keep things in perspective...

[ex_watchful_37]

I'm manic depressive. Bipolar. Whatever politically correct terminology you use to describe crazy. So I know what you're saying.