Real Entry.

[after_it_rains]

I've been noticing...

This time of year, everything falls apart for everyone. I know so many couples who broke up recently, and so many people who seem to be losing friends. This isn't far from the time Chris and I broke up last year. Everyone looks for somethinf new and different right around now....And all I can find myself wanting is what I

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[dracwolleyskcor]

i knew that in time you'd realize this. i just wasn't sure if it was too late or not. To be honest, I'm surprised I'm still here. For a while I felt as if you'd never come back and I wanted to leave too. I'm not going to jump right into this and be like "OMG! YOU'RE MY BEST FRIEND AGAIN AND WE SHOULD HANG OUT EVERY HOUR OF EVERY DAY OF EVERY MONTH OF EVERY YEAR" because although we can still say we're best friends we haven't acted like it and if this all turns around(because of you or because of me) I don't want another smack in the face of reality. Things can fix and change, but it's going to take time.

[after_it_rains]

I completely agree. I don't expect you to come running back to me with open arms...like I said...I'm thankful that you just don't hate me. I so sorry any of this happened...again. I don't know how to make it up to you...Or even if I can...But I want to try. I just miss the feeling of having someone to laugh with...I mean, I laugh with Chris. But he has a penis. lol. I mean, sometimes it's just more comforting to have a girl to talk to. You understand more what I'm going through a lot of the time. It isn't fair to you how I've acted lately...You've never been anything but amazing to me. Even when I didn't deserve it. Thank you. From the bottom of my heart, as corny as that is. Thank you.