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Nov 19, 2008 09:09

I had a surgical one in Oct. 2005, one day away from four months ( Read more... )

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eyelid November 19 2008, 15:39:45 UTC
I'm so, so sorry for your situation. *hugs*

Have you got someplace to stay now?

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kittenista November 19 2008, 16:14:32 UTC
Jeez. Living through that would screw anyone up - I highly doubt I'd have managed it. I really hope you get some good stuff going on soon.

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alexandra_777 November 19 2008, 17:27:28 UTC
Thank you.
things are better now, I've been married for 2 years, and am going to go to college in Jan 2009. I haven't been homeless in 2 years.

But I don't think my marriage will last for too many years longer, even though we get along. Thanks for the reply.

I met him after this stuff happened.

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eyelid November 19 2008, 18:05:02 UTC
I'm glad to hear that some things at least are looking up, and that you're not homeless anymore. And congrats on being in college soon. I hope your marriage gets through this rough patch. Is your husband supportive of you?

Many colleges offer free therapy to their students (mine did)... you might want to look into that. It would be a really rare person who couldn't use some help after going through all that you've been through.

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alexandra_777 November 19 2008, 19:02:53 UTC
Thanks. My husband doesn't like to acknowledge his dark childhood, so without realizing it, he's not very supportive of emotional things I go through. I am planning to go get medicated by a reputable doctor, who my friend has been going to for years.

When I try to explain things I'm going through, or show him web sites, he just looks like a deer in the headlights. He won't deal with his stuff right now.

No matter what happens- divorce, whatever- I can't give up. I want a really good life, or at least one where I don't have to worry so much, and suffer due to lack of money.

This group is nice, I need something to keep me holding on until I get on some kind of medication.

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eyelid November 19 2008, 19:56:04 UTC
No matter what happens- divorce, whatever- I can't give up. I want a really good life, or at least one where I don't have to worry so much, and suffer due to lack of money.It sounds like you've set yourself good goals and are taking serious steps towards fulfilling them. Kudos to you, not just anyone can do all that :) It may not feel like it due to all the emotional issues you're having to deal with, but to an outside person, it's very impressive progress. Given your determination, I am sure you will be able to reach those goals ( ... )

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alexandra_777 November 20 2008, 06:31:02 UTC
I feel better for now. I wouldn't mind getting messages from you about your stories or how your day is going sometime.

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