It's all a blur really. I was married in July of 2006, in November of that same year, our marriage had all but dissolved, so I moved in with my friend in January
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I so empathize what you're going through. This time of year is very hard - I had my abortion on March 30, and we're talking 15 years ago. It hasn't gotten any better for me, just worse. I hope that isn't the case with you. *hugs*
My current boyfriend let me talk about it last night, and I cried and he cried, and he promised me that it was going to be alright. He and I talked until the sun rose about it.
I hope I become numb to the pain, but not forget it, ever.
What can I say ...I exactly where you are. Thinking, praying, wishing that i would have taken control that day.
Hello My names Danielle. I was looking on here for someone in the same shoes, and then i read yours. I felt like i was reading my life. I'm so unhappy these days. I don't think i could ever forgive myself for the damage that i did to myself, and to my baby.
Keep your head up girl. We'll all get through it ..one day♥
I have moved on, the nightmares have stopped for the most part, and I can happily say that I've gotten myself in a better position.
The pain never really goes away. You just become numb to it.
But, in the good news, I found something that makes me feel better, I am donating my ovum to help another family create a life. I can't make up for the murder I did, but I can at least try to continue without looking back too much.
If you need to talk, cry, or just eat ice cream together, I am RonaDolvi on Yahoo.
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I hope I become numb to the pain, but not forget it, ever.
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Hello My names Danielle. I was looking on here for someone in the same shoes, and then i read yours. I felt like i was reading my life. I'm so unhappy these days. I don't think i could ever forgive myself for the damage that i did to myself, and to my baby.
Keep your head up girl.
We'll all get through it ..one day♥
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The pain never really goes away. You just become numb to it.
But, in the good news, I found something that makes me feel better, I am donating my ovum to help another family create a life. I can't make up for the murder I did, but I can at least try to continue without looking back too much.
If you need to talk, cry, or just eat ice cream together, I am RonaDolvi on Yahoo.
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