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Apr 12, 2009 05:25

It's all a blur really. I was married in July of 2006, in November of that same year, our marriage had all but dissolved, so I moved in with my friend in January ( Read more... )

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reignst0rm April 12 2009, 23:50:17 UTC
I so empathize what you're going through. This time of year is very hard - I had my abortion on March 30, and we're talking 15 years ago. It hasn't gotten any better for me, just worse. I hope that isn't the case with you. *hugs*

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rona_dolvi April 12 2009, 23:52:09 UTC
My current boyfriend let me talk about it last night, and I cried and he cried, and he promised me that it was going to be alright. He and I talked until the sun rose about it.

I hope I become numb to the pain, but not forget it, ever.

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coleex June 25 2009, 06:27:00 UTC
What can I say ...I exactly where you are. Thinking, praying, wishing that i would have taken control that day.

Hello My names Danielle. I was looking on here for someone in the same shoes, and then i read yours. I felt like i was reading my life. I'm so unhappy these days. I don't think i could ever forgive myself for the damage that i did to myself, and to my baby.

Keep your head up girl.
We'll all get through it ..one day♥

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rona_dolvi June 25 2009, 22:21:08 UTC
I have moved on, the nightmares have stopped for the most part, and I can happily say that I've gotten myself in a better position.

The pain never really goes away. You just become numb to it.

But, in the good news, I found something that makes me feel better, I am donating my ovum to help another family create a life. I can't make up for the murder I did, but I can at least try to continue without looking back too much.

If you need to talk, cry, or just eat ice cream together, I am RonaDolvi on Yahoo.

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