Hello

[dustandguitars]

Just wanted to introduce myself.  Not really sure what to say.... just hurting a lot right now.  Tired of burying the pain.  It just feels like the only option.  Sometimes, though, I can't do it.  Tonight is one of those nights.  I want to believe it will get easier... but I don't.  It just seems to get worse.

Comments

[reignst0rm]

When was your ab?

[eyelid]

I'm sorry... that really sucks. how long has it been?

[uhohlissa]

Have you talked to a professional? In my case, I didn't have anyone personal to talk to. You said you are tired of burying the pain; would speaking to someone objective help?
They say that time heals all wounds, but I think that's baloney. What heals wounds is recognizing them, dealing with them, giving them respect, and letting them heal. Sometimes that's a pro-active activity. Good luck.

[dustandguitars]

It's been since April. I talk in therapy and to my fiance, but everyone thinks it was the right decision. I don't. That's one thing that is so hard- I could have stopped it, and I didn't. And it haunts me 24 hours a day.

[sunrunnersioned]

You can feel however you want, don't feel ashamed about that. I understand, everyone told me it was OK too....This is a safe place to talk if you think that would help at all. *hugs*