I just wrote this in my own LJ and thought I'd share...

[desalete]

I'm sorry you had to die. I didn't mean for you to happen. But your life mattered. Because it taught me so many things. You showed me, definitively, that I want children. I have always been uncertain, not fully sold. I had to love you for myself

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[sinisterfloof]

Seeing this post makes me feel better.

[desalete]

I'm glad! I shared it in the hopes that it would help :)

[0absinthe0]

Those were lovely words. It also makes me feel better. Thank you for sharing.