i dont get me and sometimes i hate myself, i was happy the past week or two, but now i'm all sad, oh well i'm a loser anyway who cares about me, most likely no one, i'm just so alone, and feel like i will be for the rest of my life. as of now i feel i'm worthless, i didnt do much today, and as for tonight i didnt do much either, i ate steak for ( Read more... )

lamb of god show is on saturday, i can't wait for it, so many good bands, this shall be fun, then i got metallica on the 19th, yeah i know most of you hate them but i like their old shit. i'm at deanns right now making this hella of a update, yeah drank last night, got pretty drunk, had a good time. didnt sleep to good though, i never do when i ( Read more... )

well well we meet here once more mr fancylad, deann is having people over tomorrow, and she wants me to go, but i dont know, i'm not in the mood for drinking, theres a shocker, me not in the mood to drink. i know i'll know some people there, but if there are like 4 or i dont know i'm like shy and weird about and like dont talk, and i hate that ( Read more... )

i just wrote deann a email =), ok ok ok ok, first superman breaks his neck, how does superman break his neck, to this day i'm still wondering, now yesterday he dies, how in the hell does the man of steel die, how can any of you peopel in this world like to tell me how he would die, i didnt see kryponite near him, all i say is BULLSHIT, i'm till ( Read more... )

well if you would like to check out my first ever update on my friends deg website go ahead, its www.goatsack.com, where the sauce flows like wine, its really funny and tasteless, something i love, played the new mortal kombat game, awesome stuff, i work all day tomorrow, i hate it, oh well need money like whoa, i'm working on a piece on michael ( Read more... )

this update is the one where i tell you all about my views on the election, this will piss some off, but this is in my own veiws so listen as i make eniemes like its my job ( Read more... )

lets see what i did today shall we, not a damn thing, woooo, well i practiced my bass, playing dream theater, love it. i relaxed most of the day, i need to get out more, i stayed by the phone, no one called though, i was like damnit, anyway, i downloaded how it ends, they did a cover of angel of death, i like it alot, good hardcore band, check them ( Read more... )

today was ok, could of been better, i missed beckahs call by ten minutes tonight, fuckkkk, maybe she will call tomorrow i hope. lets see, i didnt get to talk ot my brother for crazy m last night fell alseep sorry for that. i'm listening to shadows fall alot lately, i love their new cd, so good, the lyrics are killer, anyway tomorrow i have no ( Read more... )

lets see today was ok, beckah didnt call me, well yet anyway, i miss her, but my cell didnt ring, yet another day of geting my hopes up, i wrote a paper called stupid people/election year sent it too deg i hope he finds it funny, i think it is, i'm working on another one called micheal moore, anyway i'm out, later

i'm sitting here listening to sevendust, love em, got my cradle of flith tickets yesterday. i went to my uncles mikes house today after work for little shawns 3rd birthday party, had a good time. my cousin mikey is going to iraq, i dont like that, and i know he joined the marines, but this war is pure bullshit, and i will talk more on that later. ( Read more... )