I haven't updated my journal in ages. I haven't posted about Matty moving back to Florida... again. Right after the Black Swamp festival... again ( Read more... )

I feel shitty, oh so shitty.I feel shitty not pretty nor gay...
I got up to weighing 126lbs. and 2 weeks later I'm back to 116ish.

I have a laptop... I have free time. I manage to get online. So why don't I keep this thing updated?
I've been going to goth night.
I went to the fair, and to the pancake breakfast. I'm not upfor looking to see ifI already posted about them.
Spent some time in a barn at the fair because of a storm (August 5th?). Amusing thing about the storm is that I ( Read more... )

My dad just got out f the hospital theother day. Now I'm at Cheryl's with Mm watching Caleb because Mikey is in the hospital ( Read more... )

I ended up putting off having my blood taken. Went in this morning. Started getting too tired and twitchy and nervous waiting. My turn in I asked for a butterfly needle and told the lady I'd waited a bit too long and got nervous again and asked for a few seconds to calm back down. She went to use the needle she'd already had out that certainly didn ( Read more... )

Haven't been keeping up with journaling... obviously.
Currently in a bad mood and feeling icky.
About a year ago Matty said he'd get the dishes. I'm STILL waiting. Yes, I'm that stubborn. A few weeks ago? he transferred them from the sink and into a bucket. They're still sitting in my recycling bin.
There are empty bottles everywhere. I keep asking ( Read more... )

Black tank top, db pants, satiny belt, boots, usual jewelry + lizard ring? + pink/violet and black rubber large 4-1 stretchy and purple chain slave bracelet (both bracelets worn on left wrist) + orbital belt ( Read more... )

The neighbors I've complained about are gone now. I'm not sure what finally got them out, but apparently I wasn't the only one having problems with them. One of my other neighbors told me they said I stole their dog and took it to the humane society. I wasn't even the person who reported the dog... I had nothing to do with it. Ugh, people. Glad ( Read more... )

Not good. I am so behind on posts... trying to avoid full freak out over having so many missing WEEKS now ( Read more... )

Ugh... I'm a month behind and I don't remember things to post them now.
I think I've gone to the club 3 times since my last updating. I didn't go last week because I wasn't feeling too good.
Last night I went out... wearing a long black tanktop, db pants, satinybelt, boots, usual jewelry plus my blue and black minibyzantine and MY black stretchy tred ( Read more... )