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[against_unknown]

i hurt real bad right now...theres so much wrong that i dont know where to begin...i really want to slit myself open right now...the only thing keeping me from doin that is that i dont want the scars to interfear with future tattoos i may want to get...

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neil...

[meltinthecold]

hey, i know a shadow of a thought of what you're going through. I don't know how intensely you feel it, or what triggered it, but I do know vaguely where you are. all i can say to you is to let people try to help you. when people invite you places, go with them! even if you're tired and broke, just go and see people. don't feel that you shouldnt value your alone time, because it is a precious thing, but embrace the time your friends want to hang out. dont pass up opportunities to feel normal again. it won't feel good for a while, but i hope it works for you the way it worked for me.

people care about you. let them prove it.