So far today has been bad and boring.
Im waiting for Alyssa's phone call saying when shes coming over. So ive just been sitting around doing nothing.
I went 4*wheelin and hit a tree becuz i was mad and driving fast and i went through the mudd and slide right into a stupid tree. Woahh.
Thats today.

Yesterday John picked me up at 8:00ish and i went to Kate and they sang happy birthday and gave me my present. A fucking stero! I was like holy shit! Big moneyy! Then we all [me, Kate, Nick, Denise, and John] watched Cold Creek Manor. It wasnt a good movie really. Then we went in Nick and Kate's room and we all [the kids] talked. Then we went to ( Read more... )

I woke up to see that mark was here and before i got outta bed i was saying to myself if he is here my birthday will be ruined. so he has been here since before i woke up and he still here. My mom took me shopping. Gay. i got all clothes, and i used some perfume at AEO and i want to get it now. Its called Arua i think. It smells extra good too. and ( Read more... )

Today = bad. Isnt every day though!? I watched Brett all day and thought of how much i missed him. Not that any of you know about that.
Study Hall = Alyssa planning how, when, who with, and where she was gonna go smoke pot.
Home = Another fight with Kate. Because we fight over a certain someone. Ummm

Tomorrow im skipping school cuz its my birthday ( Read more... )

Today was a really bad day.
First i ruined EVERYTHING with Brett.
Then Alyssa.
Now Kate.

Those were practically my only close friends.
Now I have Nicole and Courtney left and im sure ill ruin everything with them too.

I skipped school today. Didnt wake up til 10:00.
Then i went to the spa with my mom and Be. Mom lemme get this coconut lotion. Smells SOO good.
Then i went to wally world with Be. That was pretty boring. Then to BK. yummy
After that i came home and got some really bad news. And some good news too. As for the bad news, im gonna try as hard as i can to ( Read more... )

Alyssa slept over last night. We went to bed at 10:30ish. She fall asleep first. Then i woke up at 5:00 to take a shower and she stayed sleeping. Then at 5:40 I woke her up and she took a shower. Then we got all ready and left for school.
1st period: gym, i had to run the track 6 times around. It was frezzing and early in the fucking morning! That ( Read more... )

Today has been boring. Nothing has happen. We are having a dinner tonight at my house with Bumpa and Be. And last night we brought the 4*wheeler and moped here. We have 6 in a half acres of land but its all swamp and the trailer there are have bob wire and glass all over the place, so theres no where to ride. It sucks ( Read more... )

Havent done much the pass few days ( Read more... )

Came home. Talked to Kate and we got into this huge ass fight thing. Lots of tears were shed too. Especially on my part.
Last Thursday I had a major emotional break down and I did this Thursday too. Ever so disappointing.
We are better now. But im still wicked sad. I always will be though. Or so I've come to that conclusion.
I dont really know what my ( Read more... )