i'm freaking out here, i'm only 17, i don't even know what i want to do with my life, and if i am what i think i am i don't think i could deal with it. I"M ONLY 17. oh fuck, chap, hell, i don't know what to do, i hope its just a mistake and everything will be ok tomorrow, i hope, i can only hope

so i was talking to kat the other night and she was talking about her prom dress... Thats right PROM!!!! ahhhhhhhhh. well its really only scary cif you make it to be, but it is to me because i gave myself until prom to get into shape and look flippnig amazing. well i lost the weight almost 30 lbs to date, if oyu saw my drivers licence you'd know ( Read more... )

well sitting here now the past 24 hours has been killing me ( Read more... )

took this test today thanks to heather, hehehe, i have to say this is what i think of myself as sometimes, but i know full well what i am, a princess in dark clothes, pink is no longer and option


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excuse me, i have a statement to make and even though i am sure most of you out there will deny it but i want everyone to listen fucking carefully ( Read more... )

ok i know this is only half an hour since i last posted, but i have a question for everyone and anyone. how the hell is it possible for a relationship to go so well after such a short period of time? I'm using Heather as part of this example, but how is it possible to stay at a guys house overnight and you barely know him, i don't know how ( Read more... )

Alright, so let’s talk reality, the sky is blue, the grass is green, and last I check I’m a 17 year old female with a good half a century left to live, maybe more. So what’s with the sudden perk in attitude I’m sure you are wondering, well lets just say I’ve realized that each day is for the taking, not to be wasted, not to be fluffed off as if ( Read more... )

Calculus quiz was a joke, i did so well on it, well 3/4 and it's not even going to count, damn it.

Those marks on my neck are just from me, i have no idea how, but oh well

MY sis is back from skiing and we are going to spend some time together tomorrow. When i wake up or course....

night to all, sweet dreams, don't let the bed bugs bite

Today has been a day to forget, I'm sitting here at 10 pm and about to finish the day. I wake up, actually feeling refreshed and ready for the day, so far so good. I had missed a day and a half of school due to my female issues, yes its that time again and I do get vicious (ask Jonathan). Writers crap just seems to suck the life out of me, I can ( Read more... )

So, i'm writing now at 10:15 at night and only a few short minutes ago, someones dad past away, unexpectedly. My first reaction, H>>Y SH>>. I had one of my light bulb effects, and it was like, you never know when your going to die, and i wonder if he died peacefully, or if he wished he had done something before he passed away. I think i would ( Read more... )