I'm taking it one day at a time. I'm not getting better. I'm getting worse...but I'm still here right? Miserable, but I'm still here. If that counts for anything.
Love,
Alison

I don't even know what to say. Yet again, something's wrong and I don't know what. Ick! I hate myself!!!

I think that since Aaron's brother is being such a total dick to me right now, that I'm going to start downloading lots and lots of porn movies just so that he gets lag on his poor lil' xbox live halo game. Wah! Cry me a fucking river!

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Let's take a poll everyone! Who believes in Christmas? Who celebrates it? Please, give me comments and reasons. If you find this topic interesting, you should post it in your journal as well!
Love,
Alison

ps~ I don't believe in it. It's gay. No, of course I don't celebrate it!

you will see that only the people who haven't met me will respond. And I bet that if the people who have met me respond, it will only be negative. You will see...you will see the kind of positive effect I have on people's lives. You will see I'm good for nothing but pain and anger. You will see...

I could say "I want to die". You know how people would respond? "get over it", "it's just a phase", "you have to work through this on your own cuz I don't have time to be there for you ever", "it's just something you've gotta deal with". Yeah. that's the jist of it.

I miss the old us! I miss the old me! I love you!

Stolen from anothers journal
Post anything that you want, and post it anonymously. A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love... anything. Even how you feel about me. Make sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post as many times as you'd like. Then, put this in your LJ to see what others have to say.
Love,
Alison

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