ha, i've found it after like, a year! so i'm posting it just in case i lose it again ( Read more... )

no more ( Read more... )

i'm whole-heartedly sorry.
i want to be a better person.
i don't know how i can express it in words to the extent at which i feel it.
i want to be a better person.
i want everyone to be happy.
i'm sorry if i counteracted that.

i hate when things remind me of him.

anyone else, i'd text them... tell them about it...

but i can't.

did i fuck up? are things too fucked up? it's his fault, right?

even if i tried, she'd hate me. she'd tell her. they'd think i was a hypocritical bitch.

he'd have every right to ignore me.

he would ignore me.

how sad.

allllllll the boys i've liked; i wonder if they ever knew it ( Read more... )

you'll never be happy ( Read more... )

i need to do something in my life ( Read more... )

I dreamt that we could be civil last night
that i could be friends with your friends
like you are with mine
But i woke and i knew that it wasn't true
you have your friends
i have mine, and you have them too
I know I must look like a fool in your eyes
but I'll tell you, you look the same
Cos i know what's true and I know the lies

This semester has been more different than any other part of my life ( Read more... )

i've been kissing a boy.

i dunno why.

it's almost like...a jesse the blood drive guy kinda thing...