And if you were with me tonight,
I'd sing to you just one more time.
A song for a heart so big,
god wouldn't let it live.

i miss albert.  i miss becca.

i think death is such a horrible thing.  i know it's comming to everyone, i can accept that.  but there is no reason for great young people to be dying.  what did becca do to deserve to die?  she was ( Read more... )

Ryan and I got a kitty. His name is Buddah. and i love him <3

I think a lot of people get a misunderstand me. I'm really not trying to go against what other people say. I just call things different things, or I don't always agree with whats going on, and I state my mind about it. Maybe that's something I should stop doing. I guess you were right. I did start all the fights. Everything was my fault. I ( Read more... )

The 18th was Ryan and my 5 month :) :). Everything is going great. I'm pretty sure anyway. We went to Friendly's and decided it's much better than Applebees. I'm really glad we talked about things this week :). I made breakfast for him this morning. Oh and we went to see the play. But it was better the second time I went, because Danielle was ( Read more... )

i want a piano.
i want summer to come.
i want to marry ryan.
i want to move out.
i want to sleep with ryan.
i want to graduate now.
i want my car back.
i want a babyyy :).
I love ryan.

Things with Ryan have been going really well. He bought me chocolate and it was really cute :). I love him more than anything and I want to spend the rest of my life with him. I've been pretty sad lately. I don't know why. Maybe it's death because there's been so many this year. But who knows. I guess I'm willing to accept it. I don't feel ( Read more... )

I haven't written in a while ( Read more... )

Senior Ball tomorrow. It should be fun.\

Happy Birthday Albert. We all love and miss you tons and tons. I hope you've found peace <3 you

It was a long weekend.
Albert didn't look like himself at the wake.
The funeral was the most beautiful funeral I've ever been too.
It's over now.
He's nothing but a memory anymore.
I hope he rests in peace.
<3

Ryan was there for me even though he thinks he wasn't I reall appreciate him being there for me :).
I'm le tired.

IT'S NOT FAIR ( Read more... )