It's 2 in the morning and I feel like hell.

Talking politics is as good as
frying diamonds in a pan.
These thoughts shimmer shimmer
simmer so unfit for consumption.

You can tell that I'm drunk
but it's flattering.

Real and underlying problem: I haven't been in a ballet class for 4 months. I haven't taken time for proper exercise in weeks, either. Restlessness and lack of endorphins ensue ( Read more... )

My life is like a sunset.

A sunset when I'm trying to drive west, and despite looking at the road, despite the sunglasses, I can't see a damn thing. Just white light, but I hit the accelerator anyway. And I always make it to the shade without a scratch or a plan.
My internal dialogue is a constant exchange of I need it...I don't need it...I've ( Read more... )

I've been in the most oddly dynamic mood today, with the dullness of everything being so dull, depressing, but punctuated by moments when I get so wildly warm about trivial things.
I was so greatful to remember to pick up a jar of peanut butter at the grocery store and to remember what "egalitarianism" means (despite not needing it for my essay ( Read more... )

Dear Higher Power,
Please endow me with a terminal disease so that I may die a prompt and noble death before I have the chance to inevitably waste my life.
Sincerely,
Kayla

I dreamt I was dreaming of you ( Read more... )

I saw eight people from high school just by walking to and from one class ( Read more... )

Feels like God's patting me on the head, saying No, no. Don't do that...Yes I know you didn't mean to.Anyway, I procrastinated really hard in order to have a selection limited enough for me to accept these awesome classes ( Read more... )

Some people know how to get exactly what they want and I almost like them for it. I'm disheartened and chill these days ( Read more... )

You and Me and Symbolism ( Read more... )