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[agent_f_813]

This is a bit of a revision of the first entry. I take it back when I say I've felt "down." That's not quite it. And it's certainly not anti-social. And it's not even self-reflective. I remember earlier in the summer and in the year where I was down, and where I did have writing/thinking block, and I had to alleviate it by sort of forcing my

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[sleepyduck5]

this entry just made me completely understand my own inability to talk about my third term review. i wish i could come up with a great analysis of the power relations in the room, and there were so mnay moments that were so fucked up about it in so many different levels and ways, but somehow knowing that i could go on about it for days and engage in rigorous analysis has stopped being comforting, and instead i just long for someone to scream with me "FUCK THEM"! "How DARE they make you feel like you shouldn't do the work that you want to do!?! They are Ass Holes!"