I am this close to giving up, I swear.

[agentak]

Went for a scope/stomach biopsy yesterday. I asked for total sedation and was assured I would get it, but I didn't. That's far from the first time that hospital has done this. I can't remember entirely what happened but something freaked me out while they were doing the scope and I got really violent, breaking some equipment and attacking the

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[outlineofwinter]

Was just popping by to see how you were doing and saw this. :( I'm sorry that they didn't do it right the first time (and this is why I dislike hospitals/doctors/similar people immensely). I hope you feel better soon. Is there anything I can do to help/cheer you up?

[fierceawakening]

Wow. I'm so sorry to hear this! DX