This @#$%# thing has not been working. I've typed like 5000 posts only to lose them trying to update. So I'm testing this out...

Just got the new Seventh Day Slumber album and it has two songs that are just absolutely perfect ( Read more... )

I feel good right now ( Read more... )

"Insanity is knowing that what you're doing is completely idiotic, but still, somehow, you just can't stop it." - Elizabeth Wurtzel ( Read more... )

Sooooooooo...rush is over at Furman. Whitney is a Tri-Delt. Didn't think it would hit me as hard as it did. Sigh. I know things could be much, much worse, but it's so hard not to be angry with the entire world that I've felt so bad for so long and missed out on so many normal adolescent/teenage/early college moments. Mom and I were talking in the ( Read more... )

I am TIRED. Of course, I'm always tired, but I'm ESPECIALLY tired today. And tomorrow is going to be incredibly long. I have to get up at 6:45, which I used to do every day in high school. Now it seems like a fate worse than death. Anyway, leave for class at 8 because I have to get through the damn traffic, park at the stadium, and ride a Tarc bus ( Read more... )

I screwed up. I made it 10 weeks, but I'm back to day one now. It was stupid and I felt like shit afterwards, especially when I told Matt. He was great about it, as usual, but I'm still really mad at myself. I guess remorse is a good sign. I wrote last night, and I'm not sure I feel the same way anymore, but here it is, anyway ( Read more... )

I don't like everyone being back at Furman without me.

That's all I really have to say right now. I had a good night, but I'm so sad right now.

...as soon as mom gets home, that is. We're watching Before Sunrise, immediately followed by Before Sunset. I LOVE Ethan Hawke. Let's see...there was, of course, his role on Alias, where he kicked some ass. And my favourite movie rendition of Hamlet, and Snow Falling on Cedars, Gattaca, Reality Bites...and way back when, I really liked White Fang ( Read more... )

Sigh. Way back when I was still in high school (hee, ok so seven months ago, but we can pretend), my friends and I saw a preview for Ocean's 12 and made a pact not to see it until we were all home on Christmas Break and could see it together. My former roomie and I went to church on Sunday and she was still very excited about doing this. Of course ( Read more... )