ooh eddie , so keep walking around shirtless.
cos i am losing my heid.
then i caught you thru the door in yer boxers.
did my flatmate see me looking melting drooling at you?

i'm hot for whatever.
yes, I can.

today I never gave that presentation.
DTJ wasn't there. NO I WAS NEVER YOUR SIGNIFICANT OTHER.
crazy bastard class.

time to squint in

46th day( -midmay)

Cold Tea.

When my muse
comes to me I'll
stomp it out on my
fag like I let you
run freezing without
my towel on.

47thday?

Running. Not fast (enough)
(Naked)  Where's my fucking towel.
Know what it means.

Old Converge fears
                                  fags grey doom
                                  sky pours bliss

Bliss is hardly
anything overrated or understood
Even by me

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as painfully long as our song was I couldn't shut it off.

casting clouts [& may wasn't out]
No more frantic flees out
of a Lysol/Febreeze/smoke
stamped toilet. Head finally
(sometimes) firm, tits held
high, shuffling awkward
and self-consciously in my
big bag(s) for a light/
fag/lipglass/RAZR/
adivan/cokeamachinecola.
On low sleep high stress
much ado about every
possible thought sprinting
from neurotransmitter to
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Saturday night I watch Channel 5.
I'm supposed to be at some party right now.
I kinda don't wanna walk around aimlessly looking for apartment complexes. No sense of direction & all.
I miss British TV.
I particularly like. CSI.
I miss home. I want to have a night in (probably) & another night around drunk people may be a stretch.
I don't ever dream. ( Read more... )

my perfume-
ran out
FYI

In case I have-
a nervous breakdown
In case you hold someone's hand
In case common knowledge slices

puts off necessary studies
what a laugh for us-
cheers, old mate

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move around-

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held around-

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broke down-

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open restless nauseous
admittance of wrong choice
different middle no bother-
new love I grasp at yr joy.

YOU CUNT. I COULD HAVE. SHOULD HAVE. WOULD HAVE.
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I tend to rant...a-streamin, [O'Stevens or Jelliot] moods...vids... bullshite into the mix cannae help it :[ WORD!

but then. I don't. I leave it up to flashes.

>>>you wanker. what am I doing?

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when I need to talk
it's never an uh oh
just so you know
you were never one.
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