I am not feeling that well, I think I have what my dad has now, and NOW... I am having problems speaking loud enough. After I called Shaun, my voice got all scratchy... blah, maybe it is the retreat and banging on the tables so much ( Read more... )

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**WARNING: THIS ENTRY COVERS THE PAST 72 HOURS; CRAZIEST EVER!**


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"The worst kind of lies are the lies we tell ourselves just before we go to sleep. The lies that say 'I'm happy', or 'He's happy', or 'This will all be over' or 'He'll change his mind", or "I don't need her", or 'I don't need him'."

Yeah, retreat is in 2 days and it is totally freaking people out... more obviously, Toni, Jack, and Dom.  Maybe if ( Read more... )

I never thought I'd die alone
Another six months, I'll be unknown
Give all my things to all my friends
You'll never step foot in my room again.

I never conquered, rarely came
1[9] just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside.

Albeit, very depressing and suicidal, I just totally love the emotional intensity of ( Read more... )

Two Notes about this ventilation entry

1) First read the other entry in the day cause this popped into my head while i was surfing some stuff.

2) Rosemary, Noelle, Shaun, Michelle and Juli, this doesn't apply to you. I mean it really doesn't involve you guys, but shout out if you got my back.

Okay, people need to wake up, smell the roses, and get a ( Read more... )

Two Notes about this ventilation entry

1) First read the other entry in the day cause this popped into my head while i was surfing some stuff.

2) Rosemary, Noelle, Shaun, Michelle and Juli, this doesn't apply to you. I mean it really doesn't involve you guys, but shout out if you got my back.

Okay, people need to wake up, smell the roses, and get a ( Read more... )

**4 DAYS UNTIL THE CONFIRMATON RETREAT**

Yeah, I was totally bummed today, considering that I had class for Art History class, I mean it was an interesting movie that we watched and I was totally greatful that we just finished Midsummer Night's Dream. It was just basically another softcore porn movie, it was very artistic nonetheless.

Oh yeah:

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