Yup its official

[agentragas]

I wanna be straight.

Heterosexual relationships are "easier" to my understanding. I want that priviliage.

my negative reinforcement: "im gonna die alone"

Comments

[redbrandog]

I know its easier... but does that also mean you want a capitalistic world-because that too is easier in today's standards...
i know you're frustrated.
i know its hard.
i just hope you continue to challenge yourself and to struggle.
and i know you feel like we do not understand.
to a certain degree we do understand and WANT to understand
I hope you can overcome this feeling because its gonna hold you down more so than drive you
i'll be around if you need to talk.

[isulong]

ditto brandeezy.

i think you should lower your VERY HIGH standards! ha!

ill be here too =)

[agentragas]

Im trying!!

the process of "tempering" is very difficult.

and i think i have "lowered" my standards, or changed my standards I'd rather say.

I can say concretely now, that I really just want my basic needs to be met.

Because Im tired of thinking about it, everyday, most of the time. I want to be more productive with my thoughts,

and not hinder on such needs that i would see as basic, which are easily avalible for heterosexuals, thus my want

for that privilage.

thanks though

[agentragas]

i really liked your metaphore, it helped a lot.

[agentragas]

haha love you Romeo!!